It’s done. It’s been exactly one week since I found out the most heartbreaking news of my life, and in that time I wrote, recorded, and made a video for my song. Writing and singing this has helped me get through this tough time and I hope that someone out there who suffered a miscarriage like I have can listen to this too and that it can help that process their feelings like it’s helped me.
My song is available for download at JustineThomasMusic.com
“Singing with a Broken Heart” Lyrics
It’s raining right now
A torrential downpour
Does that ever happen in California?
It feels like its for me
I’ve cried so hard that it turned into rain.
The sky bucketed my tears
and is crying for me through the pain.
Chorus
When I’m singing with a broken heart
It’s okay to cry
It’s okay to cry.
But I can’t get that moment out of my head.
Somebody please get it out of my head.
So I can stop.
Stop.
Singing with a broken heart.
I’ve always been told
my life’s like a movie.
Never imagined it would have this plot.
It felt like a movie.
It felt like I was watching someone else’s life.
It still doesn’t even feel real.
No it still doesn’t even feel real.
It still doesn’t
no it still doesn’t
no it still doesn’t even feel real.
Chorus
It’s 3am and I’m sitting in bed
I’m cuddling with Winnie the Poo
My son thinks I need it and I think he’s right
Reminds me of the love I still have in my life.
And one day I’ll understand
How everything in life has its plans.
I’ll know it was meant to be,
even if right now it feels hard to breathe.
Chorus
One day I’ll understand.
That my life had some other plans.
One day I’ll understand
that this was meant to be.
And one day, the rain will stop.
And there it will be.
Our beautiful rainbow baby.